Thursday, November 18, 2010
i'm trying to hide out in peaks in valleys that i am way to aware of. in these places my ego is hiding around every corner just waiting to pounce out at me and hold up the ugly mirror, my assumptions are creeping up on me from behind causing me to build bigger peaks and more valleys. i do not want to ever return to these places,but my fuckin noggin is wating for me to board the old clickety clack.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Around 98 -99 it was a pretty dark time for me, inside the hallowed hall of my head, lurked a brain proned for a psychosis. headed for another fuckin psyche ward felt it coming a mile away everytime, a runaway bitch of train that i could not stop from derailing. please god, buddha , allah whatever somebody help me. here in this cloudy horrible excuse for a mind their is a stimulis center. when i here music either lyrically or musically my brain all of the sudden would burst open and come alive. i would seriously almost snap out of it for the length of song or album. here are a couple of my faves from that time that made me think countless others have felt this too.