peaks and valleys

i'm trying to hide out in peaks in valleys that i am way to aware of. in these places my ego is hiding around every corner just waiting to pounce out at me and hold up the ugly mirror, my assumptions are creeping up on me from behind causing me to build bigger peaks and more valleys. i do not want to ever return to these places,but my fuckin noggin is wating for me to board the old clickety clack.